watched her leave. An old bison would take away from the large cicaleggiante lung of the city. I arrived by train two days before, now she was going away in a filthy underground train. A funny paradox. One as many. He turned for a moment, he released a shy smile, just mentioned. I continued to look at those legs smooth and muscular, and two high and buttocks spavalte, more and more distant. And a blond hair and graceful move that beat and safe.
M'avviai satisfied. I had relied on, fumbling on that blonde vicious snake. Maybe I should have married. It was less sensitive but more depraved Claudia, safer, Michela, Gabriella and Daniel put together. His body, even more attractive than Carmen and Valentina. Valentina Uh! A frantic bomb. It only lasted two months. Time is a fat frescaccia. Those two months are worth twelve. My smelling muse. Lasted at least three months, I wrote the Divine Comedy in salsa erotica, within a night and a half. Instead he went one evening in April, and now I write in a blog that does not read even a dog with hemorrhoids. Fuck the muse for a writer aborted.
A frenzy quiet streets teeming clothed. Men decked in blue and tricolor flamboyant, grotesque jester hats. Asians, blacks and Zingarelli with dirty hands, all united from light. I other than the one that walked into that sea of \u200b\u200bpatriotism. Italy is playing the World Cup, I saw the match alone. Or in one of the big screens scattered throughout the city, surrounded by noisy people, alone. I walked. Started from a subtle pain in the soles, to stick a pin thin as the meninges. M'aveva sucked all the blood, marrow and semen, that devil blonde with cherry lips.
I went into a shop in Bengali. Even the clerk was wearing a shirt of Italy, probably to 82. Suffocated in the wool passed on, but resisted stoically with shiny bald lard. I bought two packs of beer, cheap vodka and a bottle of the Beloved jd. Could enough, just left the money for the return ticket, crumpled in his pocket. Outside there were 40 degrees, and I felt the chills, in my tight black leather jacket. The indifference of the city help me. None found time to point to them as crazy. I mingle with others.
I entered the board at reasonable prices, the desk clerk smiled at me kindly and greasy, and gossip. Probabilmete s'imbottiva Viagra, then masturbating imagining fucking a goat bleating. He gave me the key, the bottles rattled merry in the envelope. I was thirsty, and a great desire to drink.
I undressed and stood in his underwear on the bed, gazing at imaginary shadows. Almost feel the smell of withering Federica mice on the sheets, rarefied mix nicotine from the air conditioner. Maybe I loved her, I'd definitely love a lot in those two days. The future does not interest me that much. I was to drink for hours. In the blue tv already were busy with a brave heart, and I threw down warm beer as an antidote to everything. Almost a magic spell, evil made me vulnerable, without pussy. The imaginative lover and stupid for a few hours before, left the field with a rag emptied. I began to give me things to do with frozen vodka, descended into the bowels like hot ice. And the screen can no longer distinguish the shapes in your underwear. Only the excited voice of the commentator. Annoying, loud, unbearable. Threw the bottle at the screen. A burst, the noise almost felt in the distance.
lit a cigarette and m'affacciai the window. Ancient walls and crumbling, and nobody in the streets. Stappai another beer, then whiskey, and beer again. I vomited bitter shreds of liquid soul. I was shaking like a leaf, twisted guts, and a heart that was pumping crazy, schizoid as a storm in July. I sensed in the chest, then stomach empty, and then burst into fierce throat. I thought of dying seriously. Trincai the bottle, cast out that fear. My two angels appeared bald and gnomes. All harnessed in a turquoise tunic and golden. Accommodative smiled, showing the single central tooth. Then fart in unison. And smiled yet. Horrible.
I thought to call someone. Who would know? I would have done in gray rooms of psychiatric hospitals, or the morgue. We go to a wedding with these things, the ones there. Maybe I was already dead. I tried to masturbate, I would die coming. The cock was purple, venous and inexorably Barzotto, a softness won. And the horrible vision I choked. The helpless feeling without being able to stifle anything, completely drowning without water, without a reason. The two dwarf winged now had a blond and perky forelock, as Tintin. Behind them, frigid and imposing figure of a woman falling, with white hair and steppe. He was wearing a shiny purple cape scary. Its sharp teeth and shiny I warned, metal filling of words incomprehensible. It invited me to advance, subtle and insidious. Obscene licked her lips, my. I had to do, run away quickly, before it strangles me forever. Quickly slipped the pants and a shirt. Pestai the glass edges, but nothing avvrtii, threw up some residue, rinsed his face. I slipped on a step imaginary support cursed and misleading. Then a dull and violent impact against the toilet bowl. Only time to feel a warm trickle that ran down his face from the temple. It was blinding darkness.
I woke up with a better erection pulsate with the head, about to burst. Among the smell of vomit and wild musk soap. And I knew that I was still alive.